my main issues with people i've known has been trying to understand their intentions.
i wish i could read minds or read people to a high degree so i could understand better than what i do now.
i also sometimes imagine talking or asking a zen master/Taoist about things i ponder in life.
and i'm pretty positive if i asked about knowing and reading people's intentions they'd tell me its not something to waste time thinking about and just go with it.
and that i'd learn soon enough.
then i stop caring for a bit and live like that.

my thoughts feel pure till i spit em out.