a friend and i were talking about the dramatic changes that have happened in our friends lives.
he asked me what i thought about it and i asked him.
in terms of why i all i really said was "we can deny it all we want. we all just grew older".
life has been a fuckin hammer for me and my friends and a lot of people i know. everyone's been beaten down and now just bitter and angry/worn out and sad/apathetic and truly nihilistic. anyone I've known for the last two/plus years is not the same person i know now. sure we go thru similar moments that might make that whole "nothing ever changes" phrase true. but in my opinion that doesn't mean shit in terms of personality and who they were.
its sad. i remember times when people were happier. it just seems like now everyone is just some fuckin stranger getting by on booze and drugs and/or smiling however whenever they can with other strangers to get on bye.
i love my friends that i still got. i love you. and i want you all to be at peace, ya know?
once again. fuck you 2007-2008.


anyways. my brother loved that "grew older" quote. i don't know why. thought I'd share these thoughts tho. since i try to be all honest and shit.